Four Down, Three to Go!

After a rough night, I have had a much better day!  The wedding was wonderful and it was nice to visit with friends, old and new.  I wasn’t really worried about not being able to eat anything, and it did turn out to be a non-issue.  I brought my shakes with me, and had an Isopure grape drink.  I did drink my champagne for the toast, but I did not have any wine, even though Dr. Z. told me that it would be okay.  Don’t get me wrong, the prime rib, mashed potatoes, pasta, and veggies looked fabulous and everyone said that they tasted great, but I know that food has not been banned from my life forever.  I will be able to dine with others sooner than I think.  I really am excited about training my body and mind and adopting a healthier lifestyle.  It isn’t about denying me anything; it is about learning to appreciate food in a different way.  I brought home some cookies to put in the freezer, and I will enjoy them -- one at a time instead of by the dozen -- on some fall night around my new fire pit.  Also, it felt GREAT to wear the outfit that I haven’t fit into since early 2006.  It was a tangible reward for the hard work and effort that I’ve put into this journey so far. 

            I have been thinking about this past two weeks and the way that I’ve described the anticipation of surgery as that felt when waiting for Christmas morning.  It made me think of Advent calendars that children use during the month before Christmas, opening a date each day and getting a prize.  Maybe I could design a similar calendar for bariatric patients for the two week liquid diet, except instead of candy there could be motivational quotes or funny sayings to keep them on track.  Anyone know how I could make that happen?  It could be used for anyone, really, who was going through a challenge or change.  I have so many good ideas, but no clue as to how to make them come to fruition. If you have any tips, let me know! 

            Tomorrow is a new day and I have a lot to accomplish in the way of homework and the list, but I am feeling better about being able to get it done.  I didn’t do much when I came home from the wedding tonight but watch some HGTV, but I needed to separate myself from my work list for a bit after last night.  It’s now time to get some sleep so that I can wake up to a fresh start for a new day.  Three more days. . . !