Sorry that I missed posting yesterday, but last night was a
late one and I crashed. I have not been
taking naps, and the last few days have kicked my butt. My friend Greg took me to run some errands,
and between my nails (I know, not important, but I wanted them done because
they make me feel pretty), Barnes & Noble, Target, and Walmart, I was exhausted. He is a real trooper and a wonderful friend
because not only did he drive me around and help carry all of my heavy stuff,
but also lug it into my house. I am a lucky girl to have such great friends.
Today has
been a busy one, too, but busy and productive, so I don’t mind. I think the loss of weight, better eating,
and added physical activity have contributed to the “no nap” behavior. I am feeling good and have energy, so I don’t
want the naps as often. That is a great
feeling. Of course, getting on the scale
this morning and weighing only 219.8 was a pretty good motivator! GOODBYE 220s!!!! Wooooooooo Hooooooooooo! I also tried one of the protein shakes from
the book by Susan Leach. Boy, was it
yummy! Peanut Butter Cup. Peanut Butter is one of my favs! I had some pureed refried beans with cheese
and a little skim to make them more like soup.
Some may make a face, but they were yummy!! For dinner I had some yogurt
with pureed pears that had been soaked in blackberry and acai juices. Good, good stuff! I even made Glenn some stuff peppers today
and wasn’t really tempted to eat any of them - even if I would have been able
to eat them. I know that there will be a
day when I will be able to enjoy regular foods in moderation, but I refuse to
mess this up. I plan to make my new
beginning my everyday normal in the future.
I noticed
today that my yoga pants are starting to get very baggy. . . .:-) They used to be skin tight, but now they are
lose. These little victories are keeping
me so motivated! I have been doing some
tricep, bicep, and chest exercises with my two pound weights while reading, or
when taking a thinking break while working.
I use my floor pedaler like crazy, and tonight even put on my ankle
weights. I can’t wait until I am able to
take Cira for walks again! Poor
thing. She does pull pretty hard
sometimes, and I don’t want to risk injuring my incisions or stomach and stoma
inside. I meet with Dr. Z. on Monday, so
I am going to ask him about a time frame.
I bought a
blood pressure machine last night so that I could monitor it at home; remember,
I am not taking any of my medications again.
I stopped the Lisinopril and Zoloft before surgery and am working hard
not to take them again. My blood pressure
last night was only 112/59! Yes! I think
that I am going to be fine in that department, but I am going to monitor
it. If it goes up, I will visit the
doctor to take care of it. As for the
Zoloft, I don’t feel too bad without it, either. I have noticed that I am very
OCD about getting certain tasks accomplished and tend to be manic in my talking
habits, lol. I think that part of the
talkativeness is because I don’t see people throughout the day, so when I am
with them, I talk, talk, talk. My speech is very fast, too. I must really work on this aspect of recovery. With the OCD,
I have always had a to-do list, and if everything didn’t get finished by a
certain time, I could move on to things that had to be finished. Not so much now; I start working through the
list, and refuse to stop until everything I wanted to get accomplished is
complete. Then, I relax and do school work. Hopefully this stage of post-meds will pass
quickly. I appreciate the patience that
my friends and family who are round me through this are showing. This too shall pass,
and the journey continues.
Tomorrow I
will be going to see Glenn’s band play at a fundraiser for Animal Friends of Westmoreland - Bandz for Bonez. It is in New Stanton at the Econolodge. Should be a wonderful day and another step
toward the future on this journey. For
now, it is time to get back to work and then get some rest.
A favorite lyric of my favorite band, U2, is "Walk On." Very simple, but says so much in those two words. No matter how big of a struggle something may seem, you can't turn back. Stay strong and walk on.
I have a question, and this is completely up to you. Would you consider taking weekly pics until you reach your ideal weight goal? You wouldn't have to post them right away, but it would definitely be very motivating to see. Maybe you could post them once a week along with your blog? Just a thought I had ^_^
ReplyDeleteThat's a pretty good idea actually. I guess the only reason that I wouldn't is that I am not taking time to get all gussied up since I am at home so much, lol. Tomorrow I will have one taken and I will post it. It is a good idea because it would give my readers a visual of the hard work and effort that I've put in. If it motivates someone else, then I am all for it!
ReplyDeleteI will post one tomorrow, Mr. T.!
thank ya! (oh maybe take them on the same outfit until you need to move to smaller size?)
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